I can relate... You said you have tried meds, what have you tried? The first time this happened to me, antidepressants helped alot, enough that I thought I was over it, and I weaned off the meds, then about 8 months later, it came back, and I still have the anxiety . I went back on the meds, but not working yet...it takes weeks usually. Do you know what started your anxiety in the beginning?