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Hi, years ago I did some E a few times and then messed with meth. I had to stop even though I loved it at the time, but I started getting paranoid the days after. One time in the city I did E and my throat felt like it was closing up on me, I couldn't even swallow water,my brain was burning and my body was cold, I promised God I wouldn't do it again if He just let me live that night. It only took 3 months to realize what drugs can do to a person. Ever since than I've been on meds, I was like you not going to the store , outside my house, drive, walking and couldn't be alone. I was a mess...Some peoples system can handle some are just too sensitive, I have a few more issues that could also be the reason why I get anxieties and panic attacks. But the drugs totally made my anxieties sky rocket, thought I was having a heart attack. It's been 13 years since those drug party days, but I tell you they will mess you up. You just don't know what these chemicals can do to your brain and body. If I could go back and not touch anything I would in a heart beat, I hate living with anxieties and panic attacks but I have to manage them so I can work and live. I never knew what people meant when they say you blew a fuse, now I know...Everyone is different but yes drugs can definitely effect you sooner or later. |
